They just strut…

“They know what is what,
but they don’t know what is what,
they just strut, what the fuck?”
- “Star 69″ – Fatboy Slim
The state I am from has been taken, in my opinion unjustly by the government.
Years ago I wouldn’t have give a shit about it I think. I would have just said, “O well, that’s [...]

Terkel & HOCC

I’m reading Terkel.

It was quite accidental how I found out about him. My friend Dan brought two books with him at a coffee session, and he wanted to talk to me about Mishima cos’ he knew I was reading some of his stuff. We chat a little about Mishima and I [...]

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In my current spiritual limbo and process of detoxing bad faith… it is just frustrating at times. Not sure if I should call out to ( ) or not, because it all seem so redundant and just further expose the selfish intentions of my own heart. Had a good chat with a [...]

I’m sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state

I know I said I loved you but I’m thinking I was wrong,
I’m the first to admit that I’m still pretty young,
and I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
but a guy that I could never get ’cause his girlfriend was pretty fit
and everyone who knew [...]

X

Not sure what to call you these days.
Can’t say you’re a reality in conventional sense since I can’t touch or feel you.
Name? Does it matter anyway?
If you can read my mind, even if I call you Charlie or onion, you will still know I am talking to you.
But for easier reference, I’ll just call [...]

Musing

Don’t wanna be the “chosen one”
if it means me over you
him and her
If I’m in your shoe
looking at this present situation
I would beat my fist bloody
against the wall
Cos’ it plainly says some people
are just better than others
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Special people
has special problem
life more complicated
less options for solutions
we walk a little further
and made more enemies
with love worthy for [...]

Liminal Space

I figure it will not be fair to put blames on the people around me
Got to learn to adapt, and do my best with the time I have here
So I am reading loads, exercise more and plan further.
I imagine my life now is like Dae-Su from “Old Boy”, locked in a room for years and [...]

Liminal Space

Today…
it is my birthday.
And I feel like this…

*picture courtesy of Josef Hoflehner

Liminal Space

As I was looking through Josef Holflehner picture
I felt the urge to cry
What has the picture trigger inside of me?
I am all alone.